New school, New life, New friends, AHHHH!

Well for those who are just passing through my name is Spencer, i am new to this, I have always blogged just never on here. I just graduated high school in May of 2008 i attend the University of Memphis in Tn. Now the whole new experience about the change from high school to college life is kind of INSANE! At frist i was just going to school and it was a little weird but as time went by its like a never ending story. You get up monday morning go to school i commute so i don't live on campus so there is a 45 min drive every morning. But you get up monday morning go to school through out the whole week you do this i work but on the weekends. So friday rolls around and you think YEAH! the weekend but then you remember you have to work friday night and saturday. AHHHH it was like i feel overwhelmed almost in a way. Sometimes its like when am i going to have time for myself? Just to sit around and do nothing or in my case be with my family. I am a family person i couldn't live the life i am living without my family. I'm not saying all this because i hate school because its nice its good, but sometimes i wish i could have the weekend to do whatever, or have a job that i only work during the week you know? Well this was just kind of a little blurter session so i could tell someone what was going on. Also my great uncle just died and his funeral was today and him and his wife raised his grandsons who are two years younger than me but they were little kids when they moved in with them. But they are hurting bad and i just want to be there for them and its hard with the whole new college life and me trying to juggle all this new stuff. I feel inside that God is telling me to get close to them and help them you know some of the best friendships are family, they're my cousins i am close to all my family and we use to be really close but then school and stuff happened, and we just kind of stopped hanging out and stuff and we were over their house all day today and we just sat around and talked laughed and it made me miss the old days. If you have any advice leave me some comments. thanks