The New Year!

So, It's the first day of 2009 that is hard to believe. I can remember when it turned 2008, the years are just flying by. So a little update, Christmas for was amazing!! like always and it is still Christmas in my room. I am thinking about leaving my decorations up in my room all year! New Years was great i hung out with my Best Friend Kristian, it was our Best Friend Anniversary years at midnight last night. She is truly my best friend. I am going on a date with a friend who with we recently decided to go on a date date. We have always had the what "if" question so we are going to give it a go. For 2009 I want to become closer to My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, that is something all Christians are going to need to do this year, and i want to try to get down to a healthy weight not that i am fat but i want to loose weight to make me feel better about myself. I start southwest this semester i think i haven't sent my transcripts yet. but they already told me that i was accepted. So i am not worrying too much, I am working at my best friends mom's store now they opened a coffee shop and i've always been working there but this is official. I have been there for the past 5 or 6 years helping, i just new that that is where i need to be. They are my second family they are more like cousins and not friends because my best friend's mom is my mom's best friend so she is like my aunt. But I hope everyone has a Happy New year and that they don't forget to give praise to God for allowing us to have a new year!



-Spencer J

Only the truth makes you sit down and think...........

Well here i am on this rainy gloomy thundery morning thinking about some things, realizing that all of this time that i have thought that i have friends that i really don't have who i thought i had. I have a set of good friends who i know they are my friends then i mean i have my family "cousins" who know who they are. It's hard to see that when you think you can talk to that person and that you have a good friendship with them that you realize that you don't they just think of you as a close person who they've known for a while. That they say they care about you but really they just say that so you will feel better. This is something that a lot of people don't see this may sound bad but this happens all the time so i kind of have an eye for this now. I work differently than others. I look for someone who is going to be there for me someone who is not going to bring me down someone that i can trust not to be friends with me one second and turn around and they act like they don't even know you. I'm tired of acting like it doesn't bother me. IT DOES!!! i've spent a many of nights setting around and to the point of being almost depressed over it. I'm Looking for someone who wants to be my friend who will depend on me just as i will depend on them, there has to be someone out there thats wants the same thing right? I'm not alone am I?? Someone contact me give me some advice..............please.

Another Rambel.

One question, How can The Twilight Series suck you in and not let go of you until you are done with the books? I read the first book before the movie like way before i went and saw the movie and it made me want to know what happens next. Every since i started the second and finished in two days. Now i am on Eclipse. Which so far is great. Now Christmas is just around the corner and i am stoked!! Reading a romance makes me want to find the love of my life. Where is she? The only one who knows is God. I will wait patiently until we meet one day. Just thought i would update you all on what I was up too here lately so have a HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!

.................Random blabs...........................

Here we go, I recently went and saw Twilight! Of course i have read the book. They basically kept it close to it they jumbled it up some but besides that. It made me want to find The Girl who was made for me, it made me long for her and i could feel her out there but i haven't even met her yet. Is that weird? I didn't think so. I am kind of not wanting to read New moon because i know its depressing and that will make me depressed, but i am going to start it i think friday. I am one of those guys who reads it one book at a time. So i had a not so busy weekend i worked a party at my best friends mom's shop, it was a sweet sixteen and i knew her so it really wasn't as boring as i thought it was going to be. I had fun though. I can't wait till December gets here, I will only have a couple of weeks and then i am out of school untill january Which is amazing. No stress for Christmas! I am excited about Thanksgiving getting to hang out with Family eat and make candy to prepare for Christmas!!! its Tradition..................duh duh tradition!!( from fiddler on the roof) hahah........ Well thats really all thats going on right now so i guess thats it. Later.



HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!

Let me update on some things.

Okay so in my last blog i wrote about the problem i was having with my job and Christmas time. So let me tell you whats going to happen. I put in my 2 weeks notice last weekend, i work today and tomorrow and then next Friday and that's it. The Christmas trees are going up this coming week which is really exciting and just to know that i won't have to worry about work around thanksgiving and Christmas and New year is a great feeling. But its Halloween and i have to work but i get to dress up and that should be fun i am going as a rock person i really don't know what you would call it but i am going to do my hair in this kind of mohawk thing and it will be cool i am wearing skinny jeans. But for now i am out this was just a short life update. au revoir

Thinking about the Future.........

Number two! Lets see school is still going, right now its just okay i still am not fond of it at all. So as i stated in my last blog about me working. I have a job just on the weekends, well come to find out that we can't take off the whole month of December because we are open 365 7 days a week, I work for Movie Gallery by the way, So i would have to work Christmas day and possibly Christmas Eve. THIS IS CRAZY!!! Christmas is my time of the year its when my Lord and Savior stepped into this world to come and die for my sins. Its my favorite season i absolutely LOVE the Christmas atmosphere and the weather everything about the time of the year is amazing. We put our Christmas tree up the first weekend in November that's how much we love Christmas. Also my grandma and grandpa take my dads family to Nashville for the weekend after Christmas i wouldn't be able to go because of work. So i am faced with Keep my job not be able to have a good Christmas or at the beginning of December and put in my two weeks notice. I am really leaning toward the two weeks notice because no one is going to ruin Christmas with my family. So i have to make that decision really soon and start looking for a new job. Right now thats all i am worried about that and final exams for school. If any advice leave comments below Thanks.

SBJ

New school, New life, New friends, AHHHH!

Well for those who are just passing through my name is Spencer, i am new to this, I have always blogged just never on here. I just graduated high school in May of 2008 i attend the University of Memphis in Tn. Now the whole new experience about the change from high school to college life is kind of INSANE! At frist i was just going to school and it was a little weird but as time went by its like a never ending story. You get up monday morning go to school i commute so i don't live on campus so there is a 45 min drive every morning. But you get up monday morning go to school through out the whole week you do this i work but on the weekends. So friday rolls around and you think YEAH! the weekend but then you remember you have to work friday night and saturday. AHHHH it was like i feel overwhelmed almost in a way. Sometimes its like when am i going to have time for myself? Just to sit around and do nothing or in my case be with my family. I am a family person i couldn't live the life i am living without my family. I'm not saying all this because i hate school because its nice its good, but sometimes i wish i could have the weekend to do whatever, or have a job that i only work during the week you know? Well this was just kind of a little blurter session so i could tell someone what was going on. Also my great uncle just died and his funeral was today and him and his wife raised his grandsons who are two years younger than me but they were little kids when they moved in with them. But they are hurting bad and i just want to be there for them and its hard with the whole new college life and me trying to juggle all this new stuff. I feel inside that God is telling me to get close to them and help them you know some of the best friendships are family, they're my cousins i am close to all my family and we use to be really close but then school and stuff happened, and we just kind of stopped hanging out and stuff and we were over their house all day today and we just sat around and talked laughed and it made me miss the old days. If you have any advice leave me some comments. thanks